I'm going to have to go back to the other side. I'm going to have to go back to the other side. I'm going to have to go back to the other side. I mentioned this morning about the area of spare collections and I'm going to have to go back to the other side. I'm going to have to go back to the other side. I'm going to have to go back to the other side. There's a hymn about this thing. It's a love to tell the story. The first verse is that I love to tell the story of unseen things above. I love to tell the story of Jesus and his love. I love to tell the story because I know it's true. It satisfies my longing knowing that it's true. Here we're talking about various things. The story is the ideal and the longing that we've hoped for the believer to follow over. There is light in the sun. There is some truth to what they've been believing in. There is meaning in their existence. There is a perfect tone for Adam because Adam, the biblical Adam, doesn't really have a mother. It will be very significant. It's actually pretty good. We're talking about someone who has lost his mother. He has a very little recollection of her. He thinks of her more as a son. He might say. Now that I've just settled there, I'm glad I actually said it because what I've just said is more meaningful than I thought I was going to say. The first line where I love to tell the story of unseen things above is actually I thought I would be telling the reader that the unseen things above would be Adam. That his mother was singing that. That doesn't ring very well. It doesn't make sense. It doesn't make sense in the way I want it to make sense. So anyway, what else I do today? I went to the library and got a book about the medics forward and the good soldier. I read an article about how he essentially approached the story from an impressionist perspective. I mean, if you think about the actual narration, the telling of the story, it's not about the truth. In some ways it's about how one man experienced it. Or how one man experienced it and is retelling it. In some ways it's like eating it. You grab a handful of them and ends are skittles. You know what I'm saying? Some people might just eat them or random others. This could be a good part of the story, how the game he played. How others would, methodically eat a red one or make an account of all the skittles in the colors they had. I'm just trying to find a bunch of Chinese advocates. And then eat them in order. Or as others might see a pineapple or a yellow one and just be in the mood for a pineapple. And when they don't have any more pineapple, they might just settle for the red or green apple. In either case every damn skittle is good, no matter what over the finish. And one could argue that's the difference between the two. There's another way of describing it. But Adam's at the age where he's essentially a college grad and has to figure out that there's a lot of things that are happening in a country that's not going through a drought. And in a economy that's tanking and in a state that's going through a drought. And halfway across the world there's hope there are revolutions occurring. And now he knows he's been to war. But he came home injured from a snake bite. So he really can't call himself a hero. And no more. And he didn't kill any terrorists or find any WMDs. So there's no savior either. His education did the right thing. I mean it taught him that he needs to find a job. That's basically what his education taught him. Did he might want to talk about the whole student loan situation there? Because again, maybe he didn't have them wanting to pay for the loan. Maybe he paid for it on the GI bill. I don't know. Maybe they only screwed him after he got injured. So... He's trying to find... He's trying to find his purpose in life. And he thinks about that purpose on the day that we're shortly after. The SEAL Team 6 assassinate those some have been letting. And he thinks about how he saw sculpture of the outlaw running from that law. And he often wondered if it had been a lot of them go down like an outlaw. Or did he go down? I wonder if he's going to find Kiddafi. Yeah. So... He's going to obsess about that. You know what? He's going to... Google will be his ideal. He will be like Edward Ashburner. And he will take risks and even find success in his failures. He'll chase after women. And... Act like he has no heartache in his soul. And Adam will wish he had guts to be like Google. But... You know, he will think about that sculpture of the outlaw. He'll think about Geronimo. And he'll think how perhaps had Remington ever been able to catch up with Geronimo. He might have had a good sculpture on his hands. Not to say that his sculptures aren't worth a lot of money. But he often wonders what the world would have been like. Had Remington caught up with Geronimo. It almost would have been like wondering if we actually caught Ben Laden and jailed him.